( that prods him into laughing, and he does swipe at the tears that manage to overflow at that. )
Maaah, Lan Zhan, since when do you call me pretty? It's handsome, handsome! I was third most handsome of our generation, once.
( it's words to fill in spaces, no actual heat or caring behind it but for the performance of it, and to distract, detract, from the warmth of these tears. )
In truth, he was a nuisance until he seemingly learned better, my shijie the only one worth crediting for that. Maaah, I'm not sure why, but it was Jin Zixuan. What lack of eyes did the cultivation world have back then?
Gold, let's not be modest. That was his strongest recommendation, he wasn't so easy to look upon. Young, okay, yes, that's a matter of birth timing. Bloodline? Pah!
With prejudice, you had to know how he treated shijie. His fiancee. I could never figure out what she saw as attractive in him when we were all that age.
( the age of "young" )
Never did figure it out, but at some point, you accept the inevitable.
Ah, ah, ah, so you didn't notice any of the many times I was looking only at you? My poor heart... or my poor ignorance, I never thought about why I looked so often. Nor why I missed you in Yiling especially. Or—
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Or I had an idea but didn't think on improbabilities. Hmm, that sounds familiar.
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( that prods him into laughing, and he does swipe at the tears that manage to overflow at that. )
Maaah, Lan Zhan, since when do you call me pretty? It's handsome, handsome! I was third most handsome of our generation, once.
( it's words to fill in spaces, no actual heat or caring behind it but for the performance of it, and to distract, detract, from the warmth of these tears. )
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Is that so? I'll believe you! They'd be equally blind to think you anything less than handsome, you know that, you should.
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( Sir, how do you expect him to know. )
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( And not Zewu-Jun? )
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Yet you looked.
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( the age of "young" )
Never did figure it out, but at some point, you accept the inevitable.
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You looked extensively.
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( and a pause, followed by a brief snort: )
Lan Zhan, Lan Zhaaaan, do I hear jealousy?
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( a pause. )
Or I had an idea but didn't think on improbabilities. Hmm, that sounds familiar.
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( missing not a beat. )
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Where?
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Lan Zhan! The fact it didn't work on you meant I kept trying harder.
( to annoy the everliving something out of him, wei wuxian can admit that, okay. any attention versus being ignored. )
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